How has your 2019 been?
Some days you felt happy.
Some days you felt cranky.
Some days you just didnt wana talk to me.
Im not perfect mum. I go crazy at times. I lost control when I felt so tired but I still need be there for you always.
Every school day was a routine for you and me. While you had to deal with school and take care yourself after school, I was at work and thinking about you. At certain timing, I had to check my hp to see if you were safely home.
You had a tough day. Sometimes you wished I wouldnt keep nagging at you about your homework or telling you to go bathe. But end of the day, you still loved me well.
This year continued to be a battle for me. But things definitely got better for us.
Every encouraging word you said, every letter you wrote, kept me moving on.
Im glad I held on to you all tightly.
Im glad I never run away from my responsibilities.
End of the day, noone can ever love you as much as I do.
I cant promise a luxury life for you. But I can promise I will always be by you till you dont need me anymore.
Lets look forward to next year with the new shift and be surrounded by more family love.
I hope all parents in the world will love their own kids and not forsake them for their own happiness.
May this world be filled with humanity.